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So...
I now own a car (with the help of a loan).
I quit my job due to some BS.
I might me moving to Ipsi.
If I move to ipsi I'll be back in school.
and I'm still with my girl, going on nine months.
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I need more practice. Minimum of $1 tip. Comment and I'll set something up.
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Saturday, April 28th, 2007
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I feel so confussed right now. It hurts. I just can't seem to find out what I'm feeling. Its like the word on the tip of your tongue, the closer you get to saying the word, the farther you are from saying the word. Quite a ratrace. I've always thought I'd stick with my principles, my philosopie, but those philosophies are old, outdated. They no longer fit the basis for who I am. Hell, Who am I? Beats the hell out of me. This is all I'm going to say for now. Perhaps posting here more frequiently will help this mental diahrea.
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Well....yeah.
What's new? I'm now working 40+ hours a week at a "fast food" job. Talk about moving up the social, economic, and respect ladder. Go me.
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Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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Got a job interview on monday, if it works I'll be bringing home $500/600 a WEEK!
Should be moving soon, YAY! Bob and phil are also psyched.
Started looking at classes and tutitions, again. I might finish my associates just for kicks.
I've burned my entire check in a day, granted most of it was "owed" money.
and so it begins...
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Monday, February 12th, 2007
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So...its been a long time. I guess I just didn't feel like wasting half an hour typing on how my life hasn't really changed much over the past couple months. Let me get a few things out of the way, I'm still with katie, I still work at quiznos, I'm still not back out on my own. Any questions? Good.
Valentines day is about to rear is ugly head once again. Bob made a valid threat to kick the nuts in of any downers who post "oh I'm single, oh I can't see my girl, oh woe is me" journals this upcomming wednesday. I'm backing him this year, but for a different reason. Like I said, I have a girlfriend. But it so happens that our annaversory is the 13th, AND her birthday is the 15th. Its also likely that I won't be with her any of those days. So if anybody has a right to bitch, its me. Thats three important days, three days that any boyfriend is expected to be at his lady's side. And you won't see me bitching on valentine's day. Get over it.
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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
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Christmas. Got some nice stuff, gave some nice stuff. I really hate this time of year.
Everybody at work seems to be getting sick. Looks like I get to fall back on my strong immune system to get ahead.
I hope to get in touch with my good friends soon. We'll see what's going on. Peace.
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Saturday, December 16th, 2006
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So, I've had an asthma attack. It sucks much. I really can't breath and going up and down two flights of stairs winds me. Ugh.
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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
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Insomnia hit me again. Two days this time. 48 hours of no sleep and then I got a four hour nap today! IT FEELS AWESOME!
Got the christmas shopping done, with money to spare. I'm gonna try to change my ways and actually save it. Be afraid. I've already got fifty off to the side for a new car. Its not much, but its a start. Whoot!
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
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I feel so sick right now... Its ungodly. Not physically sick, psychologically sick. Stressed sick.
Levi is doing shit to some really nice people, Natalie and Andrew. Lots of shit. Death-threats and the like.
Andrea is hurting bob every chance she gets. He seems to be doing ok, but every time she contacts him, he gets emotionally winded.
The Babe is getting knocked down at home, she's exausted and tired of that place beyond reasoning. I can't wait for her to come visit and get away from there.
Phil's not having a good time with Flea. They need to have a sitdown and talk.
My aunt is still saying that she's hurting, and she maybe. But during the course of her hurting, I'm making up in the physical labor. Normally I wouldn't mind, but I keep hurting my back. And she bitches about being in pain.
Now me, alone I'm not too bad off.
Quiznos is...a bottemless bit of misery and stupidity, what else is new. Jim still hasn't taken over. Oh yeah, I came to the realization that we are one of the best fast foods out there, and one of the most underpaid. Why do I feel compelled to stay? At this point I don't even bother questioning.
I still don't have a car, and for that matter, I bearly have enough money to do "christmas" as it is. Ratrace.
I find myself missing academia more and more as the days pass but I know I won't be able to go back for some time. See previous point.
And here I am, relying on my aunts supply of "strong drugs" to survive at the end of the day. If I don't feel that I require one of those to get by, you better damn right believe that alcohol was then involved. I'm a wreck but I'm alive.
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So it seems that life is going to hell in a handbasket again. All Due to one person. Thanks a lot...
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Wednesday, November 29th, 2006
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Got this from my friend katie (arrowwind).
1. Ever punch someone in the face?
Yes! And it was in....kinda self defense.
2. How old are you?
21 till june..
3. Are you single or taken?
Taken.
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
I would call my hands utensils.
5. Do you dream at night?
Sometimes.
6. Ever seen a corpse?
At a funeral.
7. have you ever wished someone dead?
Yes, I do right now actually.
8. Do You Like Bush?
Not the president.
9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death?
It begins and it ends.
10. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
*shrug* I eat babies.
11. do you trust the police?
As much as I trust anybody else.
12. Do you like country music?
Not so much.
13. Do you think I'm attractive?
I've always considered that you were hot, in a tomboyish sort of way.
14. If you could change anything about yourself would you?
I would love to lose some weight and mass.
15. Batman or Superman?
Batman. Duh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh BAT-MAN!
16. What do you wear to sleep?
Boxers, a tee-shirt, and a huge smile on my face.
17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it?
Yes, no, maybe?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
Bodies or otherwise? ;)
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
Throw rotten tomatoes at exceutives.
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Sure.
TAG: Diablobabe5, Xerowulf, arrowwind
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Monday, November 27th, 2006
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Feeling so tired and rundown. I'm having difficulty tollerating my current residence. My job is as enjoyable as a hernia. I guess I should stop complaining, there are others who have shit so much worse.
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Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
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Got internet back. Maybe time to start making myself known again. Oh yeah, going to see casino royal either friday or saterday...YAY!
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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
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I was 10 feet away from signing my life away to the military. Ten feet. Eight years active duty. I don't know what prompted the sudden "voice of reason", but I suddenly think that I made the wrong choice. Next week? Three feet? Or maybe -six.
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
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So, I'm going to be gone from Poho for almost half of the week. JOY!!! Also, Eileen has moved out. Stress is slowly simmerring away. Levi needs a job. He's getting more then a little stir crazy. Cabin fever hasn't gotten ahold of dave yet, seeing as he's easily amused and amuses himself often enough.
On a secondary note, I'm looking more closely at the relationships I hold. Some family are slipping to friends, and even to associates. I wish them well and the best, which is why I'm falling out of contact.
Work, sleep, ocasionally eatting. My normal day.
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Friday, October 6th, 2006
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Still alive. Kinda have a social life. Internet at the place is definatly on the horizon!
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Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
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#810-479-7337
WT: 183*510*2961
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Friday, September 22nd, 2006
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To the best of my recollection, I've had The worst week ever.
Car died, in Roseville. Wasn't able to see someone special. Got raped at work (in my new "manager position") several times. Left my car in Roseville since wednesday about midnightish and its quite possible that its going to be towed. Fighting with Eileen, which in turn pisses Levi off and leaves me with two angry roomies.
Levi and Eileen are throwing a party tonight at the apartment. I might know three people there not including those throwing the party. Considering not going. Thinking about walking around PoHo untill three am or so. FUn.
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Thursday, September 14th, 2006
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Never thought I'd see the day where I willingly did my own laundry. Same with dishes. Living on your own does that too you. Its kinda wierd in a "growing up" sort of way. I showed Phil my place last night, played some awesome halo. It feels as if I could do that forever, play videogames inbetween working and sleeping. Not the productive life I'd invisioned, but not by any means boring. Remember all those dreams of doing great things? Those are slowly dying away, but whatever. Chilling with bros is enought to keep me going.
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